These coming two days would be another long an agonising fight … I really do hope that my body can take it and that GOD to give me strength in whatever I am facing to overcome this challenge in front of me ….
frankly , I am very tired and demoralised on those things going on in life, I just kept wondering when will the tide be over and the smooth comes sailing . It had been a gruesome 30 years, tones of highs and lows, being in places not many have went and facing life not many have faced … I just wanted it all to end, is it so hard to ask for ? I just hope for a peaceful life … am I asking too much ? Or maybe the only way to be in peace is to rest-in-peace?
I really do not know where or what more further could I do …