Every morning, waking up thinking when will all these issues going to end. Everyday, wondering if the choice that was made on the previous day was a right one and when would all the sad things just finish. The tunnel is just getting darker, so much so there there is no light at the end of the tunnel. I am just walking completely in darkness…
What did I do wrong, I just want to live a peaceful life… no riches, nothing … I did my best for whatever I do, just to do good and help people but when I needed the assistance, where are the people who could help me ?? or maybe I should stop helping people afterall… I am beginning to think of whatever that I have learnt for the past 30 years, is it the correct thing? or is it just another smoke screen around what society we are living in…. the cunning society.
GOD… Please send me some assistance and help me win this fight, or just take me home with you… maybe its a better option after all… I dont think I can take it anymore facing this kind of life… this is tiring… really tiring…