I wonder if there would be light at the end of the tunnel. It doesn’t seemed so , somehow or rather it just kept getting darker by the day . Somehow, the tunnel seemed to be stretching very very long and far without a light at the end of the tunnel in any way.
I am actually very stressed and yet many people won’t know or won’t think so . This seemed to be a war too hard for me to fight without any resources, or something that I could really afford. I really do not know when this is going to end or if this war is actually worth it. I am very tired, very tired of just seeing tomorrow but somehow, GOD just doesn’t want to take me away.
The only thing I could do now is to leave everything to GOD’S hand and hope that he have mercy on me and give me some light to my tunnel. Please assist me to walk through this tunnel or just take me back , maybe this would be better for mankind. Somehow, I think that I am more of a burden than a support for the mankind. When there is a need for me to help people, I would put in as much as I can but when I really need help , where are the people to help me.
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